How Long?

Title: "How Long?" (200 word double drabble)
Author: Brian Gamble (brn_gamble)
Email address: brn_gamble at yahoo.com
Feedback: Appreciated.
Fandom: "S.W.A.T." (the 2003 movie)
Pairing: Brian Gamble/Jim Street (as portrayed by Jeremy Renner and Colin Farrell)
Date: August 5, 2005
Archive: GAMBLE-STREET
Disclaimer: Whether RP (real people) or characters, this is totally based on my own daydreams and fantasies. I don't claim to own anything, nor do I profit from writing and sharing fanfic.
Beta: Jimbo.
Warnings: Slashy. My Gamble is post-breakup and post-S.W.A.T. and one angry and nasty son-of-a-bitch. You can assume heavy alcoholic consumption (and probably drug use).
Dedication: For Nev nevcolleil, another Gamble/Street believer! And MM mistressmarilyn -- can't wait to read the finished Gamble/Street manifesto!
Author notes: Written for the How Long? challenge (#37) at slashthedrabble. (I've only ever done one of these before this! About time I got back in the fray...)

~How Long?~

I walked away feeling about as disgusted and angry as I've ever been, I guess. What were the odds I'd end up seeing Street tonight, of all nights?

So I gave Travis the brush-off and headed home alone. I was driving too fast, not caring that I'd be yanked in for a DUI if I was pulled over by a traffic cop.

Fuck 'em. I'd like to see those pussies give me a strip search while I'm in this mood...

I didn't notice until I was pulling off my clothes that my hand was sliced and bleeding. I obviously cut it open when I smashed the picture of Jimbo and me that still hangs inside that bar.

It was too much seeing him there with that gorgeous S.W.A.T. bitch!

How long will I have to put up with this crap? Hell, how long will it take me to get over losing Jim?

And as I lie down and use my bloody hand to pull on my throbbing dick, I can't help wondering...

...can I hold on to the sight and smell of him just a little longer? How long will it take me to get off tonight?

-the end-